This , on the akashic level is related to betrayal and what has been done in the past, as taken personally, by many incarnations, these karmic debts are often related to those that are closest to you and most trusted,.
brothers, lovers, friends.
They get to to you by projectings to themselves, and thus to you, empathically, something that is profoundly untrue, such as a desire to be with another/you, that really is rooted in fear. this of course generates an underlying tension, an empath cannot help but to feel and incarnate.
These patterns are denied on a highest level, and thus the persistence of these conditions.
Tune into your empathic nature, and set (inscribe in stone) an intention to be deeply truthful in your relations to others and in trust-making bonds, which of course empowers you to really become more open to trust, rather than being in fearful manifestation of this type of karma. (a defensive approach which is something that you can see manifesting in your family per se, and in many pther personality characters).
From your empathic self, in unconditional love, allow yourself to reject the presence of others, in past and future when, their energies are simply disharmonious in relation to yours, understand this rejection is a function of love rather than fear, of harmony rather than denial and hatred.
understand that unwholly currents sometimes need to clear, and THEN to be reminded of harmony, enduring others negatives currents sometimes doesn't serve the whole, as they de-stabilize an entity that otherwise could heal/remind others rather rapidly of they wholeness ONCE their emotional charge is depleted and ready for a new impulse (or rebuild the usual pattern).
This is written in relation to my being in pain after riding long distances on my bicycle and ( I feel) applies to many levels of healing. May your multi-dimensional intelligence draw whatever it sees fit, intuitively from this reading. In all cases, blessed be and keep on that evolving goodness.
Peace out! In and through!
